Reflection Paper School Experience

This is my reflection for school experience. I observed in SMA N 82 South Jakarta in two weeks. During my observation I taught until 5 times. Two of them, I only gave the instruction and asked the students to do listening section, while in another class I gave the material and also some activities in classroom. Actually I am very lucky because my master teacher asked me to taught the students during the whole English class. So, my partner and I taught the students in 90 minutes and we can do all the things in our lesson plan well. Another good point is my master teacher asked us to teach the students alone. So, in the second week we have to teach the students alone, while my partner only accompanied me in the classroom but she did not teach the students. We have a change to do this only once. But, I think it was good because actually when I taught my students alone, I felt that I be a real teacher and I can learned about the real problem will occur when I be a teacher, also I can found how to solve these problem.

In this observation I observed my master teacher only once and not in a whole English class, because actually when I will observed my master teacher, there were some guest from SMA N 1 Ambon and unfortunately my master teacher was the presenter in the event. So, he only taught the students until 15 minutes. He taught in science class grade 12. I found some principles of Brown that occurred in the class. Such as, Meaningful Learning, Intrinsic Motivation, and Strategic Investment. In this session the teacher gave the material used Microsoft power point, and he did the lecturing to give the material to the students. He also taught the students with loud voice, so, the students can easy to understand the material and when the teacher asked them to make the discussion text. They can make a good discussion text. That is why I said that the teacher can gave the Meaningful Learning to the students. But, actually when I asked the students about discussion text. They said that they have known about discussion text, so, when the teacher taught them about discussion text, it was like additional knowledge for discussion text. Based on this case, I think prior knowledge is also important to make the students have meaningful learning. If it was only based on the lecturing by the teacher which is only 5-7 minutes, and the students did not have prior knowledge about the material, it possible if they will make some mistakes in the discussion text.
Another elements which is encourage the Meaningful Learning are Intrinsic Motivation and Strategic Investment. I think they are related each other. Actually I found that some students have Intrinsic Motivation and Strategic Investment. when the teacher lecturing the material, most of students paid attention and listening the teacher explanation. It showed that the students have intrinsic motivation to learn English and to understand the material, although not all students have it. Some students which is male students did not understand about the material, they only sit and listening the teacher but they did not understand the material. After the class finished, I interviewed some students. Which is male and female, about their motivation and strategic to learn English. The answers are most of female students who learn English because they like English, and they thought that English is important for their future. While the male students answer that they learn English because it is a must. If they do not learn English they will get bad score, although they did not like it and they have less intrinsic motivation to learn English.
In my opinion, genre is also influenced the intrinsic motivation. The female students have more intrinsic motivation while the male students have less intrinsic motivation. In the real fact, the female students think that learn English is important to their future. But, the male students think that it is only for formality in the school. Even in another class that my partner and I taught, I found that there was a male students which is very good in English, but he did not want to learn English in my class. They went outside and did not come back again. It was very trouble because actually his ability in speaking English is very good. Because when I asked him by English, he could answer my question in English too, even his pronunciation is better than me. But he did not want to learn English because he was lazy. It showed that female students maybe have more intrinsic motivation than male students because they have differences in way of thinking.

Actually another interesting point is about the status of society and economic. I saw that most of students in this school come from high economic status and when I asked my master teacher about it, the answer is right. Based on my interviewed from my master teacher and from some students, the real fact is because of the students come from high economic status, most of them joined in English course outside the school and they think that they can learn more in the course or even the teacher in the course more smart than the teacher in the school. So, they thought that learn English in the school is unimportant for them. Even they do not afraid if they get bad score in school because their parents can pay the school to get the high score. Well, I think this issue only occurred in the cinema, but it occurred in the real fact. As a teacher candidates I think the students need the good teaching from their parents. Their parents should give them the knowledge about live. How to appreciate each other and so on. So, their children will growth up with the good behavior.
Talking about the Strategic Investment, actually their high economic status help them to get good strategic to learn English. Such as joined in the good and famous English course, watching western video, and have holiday in another country. By make a conversation with the native speaker in another country it makes they practice and can improve their ability in English. Even this is the good way to practice our ability in speaking English.
On the other hand, I found some cases during the school experience. Actually when my partner and I taught the students, I found some principles occurred in my class, but it was not occurred in my master teacher class. Such as, Automaticity, Willingness to Communicate, and Communicative Competence. But, I only found these principles in social class, while in the science class I did not find it. I found that in the social class the students always spoke in English if they want to ask something and even if they want to speak anything in the class. It showed that the students have ability in communicative and also they have willingness to communicate in English. They was very confidence to speak English with us. In this class also occurred the Automaticity principle. So, at the beginning of the class we used English all the time until the end of the class and we did some games to grab their attention. Because of that, the students naturally speak English too. So, we can grab their attention and they felt comfortable with us, that is why they were confidence to speak English with us. While when the teacher taught them they suddenly silent and listen to the teacher. But, they did not speak anything, or even they spoke in Indonesia language. I Curious with this case, so, I asked the students' opinion about my master teacher. They answer that my master teacher is very wise and they really appreciate the teacher, because of that they felt there was a distance between the teacher and students. So,they felt shame to speak English with the teacher. That is the point, because of the students really appreciate the teacher and they felt there was a distance among them. So, they unconfidence to speak English to the teacher maybe because they afraid if they make mistakes. Because most students said like that.
In my opinion, based on the answer from my master teacher when I interviewed him and based on the real situation. As I said before, I think the Automaticity not occurred in my master teacher class because my master teacher make a distance between him and the students. Although he said that their students also speak English with him but the real situation is not. The students spoke English with him because they asked them to speak English for the speaking score not because the teacher built the natural approach in the class.
Another issue is about the communicative competence in this school. The social class better than science class. My master teacher also agree about that. The reason is because the social class more competence in the speaking skill, and there are more interpersonal students who can speak with another people and easy to make relationship to the others. Even though we know that the science class have good behavior than the social class, but the science class not too good in speaking. As we know that each of student have the ability in some parts like Multiple Intelligences, and about the science class their ability is in calculate something. So, it is possible if the social class better in speaking skill than in science class.
As a result, actually there were some issues that I found in the school experience. Based on these issues I can get more knowledge about teaching process. I just know that the main point is as a teacher we have to built a good relationship with my students, to make them comfortable with us. If our students feel comfort with us, they will confidence to speak English although their ability in speaking is not too good, But they will feel confidence and learn together with the teacher. I want to say something to my friends who are the teacher candidates, we have to be a professional teacher and make the difference in the education site in Indonesia.